They say that each name means something and that the name you are bestowed with shapes your life.
Now my father had changed the spelling of my name to accommodate his numerology beliefs, so when I use normal name meaning books or sites, I won’t find an accurate meaning of my name.
But then I found this great site called Kabalarians.com which gave me this meaning:
Your name of Heidee makes you very idealistic and generous, with the strong desire to uplift humanity leading you into situations where you can express your desire to serve others. You want to assume responsibilities and to look after people; however, you can become too involved in people’s problems and tend to worry.
Your name gives you a natural desire to express along artistic and musical lines. Although you are responsible by nature, if you are not inspired you can lose interest and not complete undertakings properly.
You desire a settled home and family life, and are expressive and attentive to your loved ones. You must be careful not to become possessive and jealous, however, as you could attract losses and unfortunate experiences.
Your name decrees that you must give unselfishly and, if you become lost in self-pity and live for yourself, your life will be filled with bitter experiences with people.
If you attach an ideal of service to your life, you could find great happiness and could express a very beautiful, happy, responsible, artistic, and giving nature.
The weakness of this name can cause worry, which in turn affects the nervous system, creating a tendency to be highly strung or over-sensitive to the thoughts of others.
My friends say this describes me to a T. Then when we ran everyone else’s names through the site, it was right for them too! 😮
But wait, there’s more. The website also allows you to order a free report for your combined names with your birth date, so I did that, and it’s an even more accurate depiction of me:
Your combined names give you high ideals and the desire for travel and for new experiences with freedom from mundane routine. You make many changes in your life because of the appeal of new ventures. As you cannot endure limitations or restrictions on your creativity, you rarely complete your undertakings successfully or feel a sense of accomplishment.
You have many disappointments in people because they do not always live up to their promises and commitments. As a result, there is much friction in your undertakings, causing financial losses and disruption in your personal and business affairs.
Extreme intensity could cause moods of depression to the point that, at times, you wonder if life is worth the effort, especially if you are thwarted in your undertakings.
These names cause nervous tension in your solar plexus and stomach. Your turbulent nature also makes you accident-prone.
Huh. Perhaps a change of surname is in order.
Why don’t you try giving the site a whirl and let me know if your results are creepily accurate too?